Thought of a lost mind

Sometimes becoming little bit spiritual gives you the energy.. i tried it today and thought of GOD for sometimes but nothing good happened.. was feeling bad so the same i updated my negative state of mind status on FB..

When people update their negative status on FB then they dont want tat everyone came to know about tis thing but really they want that some of their close ones should get to know this and atleast they can show their concern..

With the same state of my mind i have updated my status and as expected, my best frnd pinged me.. tried to make me laugh.. gave me lot of options and still i was LOW then came with final solution that in this much cold take bath with cold water so you will feel sick and atleast due to that you will sleep and then you will not feel bad and neither alone..And this is how you came to know the importance of some people in your life.. whatever happens to you but when you are in bad phase, these type of friends will be surely going to help you.

In the end i got my last suggestion that i should write a blog.. because when you are alone then writing down your thoughts make me feel good.. i am not writing down my all thoughts but just writing down the things which i think i can shared with everyone.

January 2012 : Sour but Sweet

This blog comes as a random post, as i thought of writing something because sometimes when i feel weak, i start to write because my nerve cells convey message to me that blogging energises me.. and in the end if i am able to come up with a very good blog then i feel happy in myself.

I would say January month was quite a different month for me as compared to my other 6 month in UK. there are lot of reason why i am saying this and the first important one is the work i have done or the efforts i put in my work to reach to a certain level and then lot of happenings in personal life. Scoldings, fighting and many more things..

In the starting of this month, my best frnd told me she will write blog and give to me n then i can post with my name but she is a busy girl now :) I think after reading this line she able to remember her old promise...

Like blogging gives me energy, same thing happens with me when i talk to some specific person/ friends in life..

I just feel like rejuvenate when i talk to them, and when i dont talk to those friends for long time then i feel something is missing for me.


Same happened with me in the starting of this month, was badly want to talk with one friend but due to something, i cant able to talk with her. The reason why we not talking was so stupid but we didnt talked so much.. and then when i talked to her after 20 days, it felt like heaven.. I feel so good and that i cannot able to explain in words.. This same thing applies for one more friend of mine but i will not write anything related to that as I am not authorize to write about that friend :)

Last to last week was a scolding and quarell week for me due to some very bad reasons i had a very bad saturday.. Still all are potraying themseleves as a correct person and trying to find fault in others but I would know that somewhere i was not wrong and so i dont care what people say and think about me.

But overall a happy month with lot of smiles, emotional talks and longs talks with some of my friends!!!!