Let's GO......

This year, I was forced to let go of so many things. Dreams, friends, expectations, hopes… It’s just the way it happened. Storms beyond my control surfaced and ripped the floor out from underneath my world. It was chaos and pain all toppled into a lot of insanity. Situations I never imagined I’d end up in happened and I learned faster than I ever thought I could who my best friends were not. But between those things I had also received lot of positive things which will remain treasure for my whole life.

I felt like I let go of not only all those things I mentioned above, but at some points I felt like I’d lost my mind. I definitely had moments where I felt like I’d lost my strength to go on but thankfully here I am. Thanks to some peoples, some of which don’t always get the credit they deserve. Some new ones that came into my life halfway through the year. Some which came and left – I guess they did their job for the brief period they were meant to.

However, one of the main things I’ve believed my entire life: If something is not in the plans for you, it is just not in the plans for you. Things will happen to draw you nearer where your soul is supposed to go so you can think in brisk manner that were your past actions required justifications?? And you were only the judge of those actions, so you can accuse or freed yourself from the sins as it is you only which will feel pride if you have taken right judgment for yourself.

Luckily, the main things I did not let go of where my ability to trust and love and my faith and my spirit. I held on to those for dear life. In fact, I swear I trust and love harder now than I ever did before. My faith on some people become stronger but alternately some people lost my trust. As something they had said to me who I never expected but that is the life and you have to bear all those things because these harsh words make you stronger and made you ready to fight for the upcoming mental battles.

Finally a year past and ready to welcome another year with lots of hope as my career will fly accordingly as the starting 2 weeks will suggest of a new year… Till then I have to say few lines which accomplish this year and upcoming year “The end of the year is an opportunity to reflect on what’s happened, and to send out reverberations for the year ahead”…

Hoping for the best.. And hope same happens for YOU!!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE!!!!!!

7 things you don't know about me

7 things you don't know about me

Finally, you get a chance to delve deeper into this "CONUNDRUM" called Ankur! :):)

1. "A BLABBER"- I am not a glib speaker but a rambler who is too explicit. "I love calling a spade,a spade."
However, I prefer being reticent or diplomatic (at the most) when I am asked to comment on some sensitive issues:).. Else i am totally trying to my involved my comments in some non-sensitive issues!!!

2. "RESTLESS & FIDGETY" :- "Dear God, give me PATIENCE & give it to me right NOW!"
Hope, the one-liner sums it all up!:P

3. "WAY TOO MUCH OF A PERFECTIONIST" :- I am too particular about the things I am involved in. Sometimes I try to divert my attention but if I like doing something then I always run towards that thing, it may be chatting, talking or studying….

4. "TOO LOYAL A FRIEND" :- Utter some non-sense about my friends & you shall breathe your last!:D
STATUTORY WARNING:- "Don't ever try this when I am around."

5. " A TENDULKAR ZEALOT " :- I am a walking Tendulkar encyclopedia. from his 1st innings against pakistan to till now , I have slurped it all! :D "MAVERICK FAN" !

6. "EFFERVESCENT & A HEDONIST" :- "Dull" ,"Mundane","Lugubrious" etc are the words that seldom appear in my dictionary.
I love my ever-green smiley :):). Come what may, but my smile never ceases!
I love being straight forward. Sarcasm isn't my cup of tea & I hate it! But i try to being humourous when i am with my friends and try to make them laugh by using my nonsense humour.

7. "AN UNBEATABLE DAY DREAMER, A 24*7" :- I have a long wishlist that gets renewed almost everyday.
I want to do something extraordinary(I too don’t know that something) someday, want to be known as funny guy, want to fulfill dreams of my parents and also want to have lovable and understanding wife(not now but after 2 years) .

I wish to live independently throughout my life with my head held high up in the air.

This is ME & I LOVE BEING ME! :):)

TaLkInG......

TaLkiNg!!!!!!


HeLLooo… Hellooooo..$%23^@#%@#%@

Talking, as older generation people used to say, this is the thing which creates a disparity between human beings and animals. As people able to convey their thoughts but animal can’t that’s why our species are considered more superior than them.

As for writing you need words and thoughts same case is with talking, but in latter case you don’t have time to think because when you are talking then the person is standing in front of you so if you have to win the heart of a person then you should be the master of words.

Talking is one of the powerful tool which human being acquire, by the virtue of this tool he/she can make anyone laugh or cry, can make anyone happy or sad, can make anyone tranquil or fuming. Just use this tool correctly with little bit of understanding then you will be remembered as a person who knows how to talk and how to make others happy.

I always used to think, am I using this talking tool properly? Am I able to justify with this beautiful gift which God given to me? Am I really saying those things which I should have to say? And, really a very daunting answer I am getting from my inner self. My talking curve is stirring in a very zigzag way means sometimes I had used my tongue in a very proper way which makes other happy but sometimes it was used very harshly and for those moments my talking curve was on negative side.

Nevertheless with my experiences, I had learnt lot of things which I try to reflect when I talk to someone. As all your kith and kin remain close and happy with you if you used your talking senses properly with them otherwise people will started to create differences with you, if you are using your talks in unorganized manner. And, I can say that atleast I reached to certain level where I have started to feel that I am become the master in the art of words and can easily make others happy or can make them laugh with my foolish but humorous talks. To make a mockery of some person or its feelings is very easy but to make him/her realize that you were not wrong is a herculean task but I had done all the things with lot of success and really due to that sometimes I feel happy that atleast now a days I am making someone happy, making someone to understand my talks, making someone to realize his/her potential.

Lot of things to say but it’s very difficult to write, that’s why I feel talking is easy than writing:-).

Few words which I want to say again that “Try to make others happy by your talk”!!!!!!

Friends are most important ingredient in this recipe of life!!!!!

Hello friends,

I am back with some new writing, as i written in my previous blog that i will be try to more active on this blog writing but my laziness try to keep me away from such a nice thing so as all are saying that friendship week is going so I thought chalo kuch dosto ke bare mein socha jaye who were somewhere part of my life in last 4 or 5 years.

As per my perceptive, there are some points which I want to say or sometimes want to share with somebody but at that moment I find myself in No Man's Land then I thought what is better way to express your inner thoughts in your writing that make you feel little bit lighter, when I will write my feelings on paper then nobody will argue over them and even paper or pen will not stop me.

If I look at the past or I can say a month back from till now, and try to analyze what I had done then sometimes I feel that I don’t reach to certain level of expectation which I had from myself but then somewhere in my mind a thought come up that more or less I start enjoying my work and I can set my goal and can work on them little bit harder.
Nevertheless, in my journey somehow I find people who always make me realize that I have a potential in me and if I work little bit harder then I can achieve what I think of and for that I really want to say thanks to God or in other words these people are my support pillars and they actually deserve this compliment.

All people have the blessings of their parent with them and with the help of their consent we able to achieve success in our life but when we add their blessing with the support we get from our loved ones then sometimes we able to achieve on which we never had thought.

For me the list of friends is so large or I can say the friend list is always long for each and every one but when I try to think or search for the people who supported me somewhere in my life then also I find this list little bit longer then what I expected and when I am talking about the support then I will try to make you clear that I am talking about the selfless support which they just want to give me so atleast I can do something good or fruitful.

If I will start with my college life then I really have some good or I can say best friends which supported me blindly and till now they are supporting me in my all bad or good works and always motivated me in doing things from nothing to everything.
And really I want to mention few names which supported me in my rough patches in college and which were also with me during my joyful moments. From pravesh to vishesh, shahid to eshant, ankit to sumit and few more which made my life lovable and exciting. Due to these idiots I got a tag of “kishan kanhaiya” in college but now I realize that how mean were those girls but that a part and parcel of life and still those moments bring smile to my face so I don’t have regret with my past life. Due to Shahid and eshant I able to get in TCS or able to pass my all sem exams, Pravesh and vishesh are always with me for joy and fun both have lot of similarities and then ankit and sumit who always give me good advices but that time I was blind because I was in love but now I realize that they were right and I was wrong as always.

As the college got over, after that I found a friend from somewhere in the heaven (because that type of friend I don’t think so we can get on this planet) with lot of great and great qualities and really I bow my head for her friendship, if I able to express somewhere in my life what is altruistic friendship then I will surely put her name. In 2 years of her divine friendship I got everything without asking anything and all the things were unexpected which I never dreamed of, from friendship video to my bday cake.

And in 2 years of my office life if I was try to figure out a name 2 months before from now then I had said that no one but in last 2 months I got a good friend who too supported me selflessly and Sachin thanks a lot for your genuineness apart from my office life in last 2 years I got in touch with lot of people but Rahul(ship boy) and Monika(school friend) who really deserve to be in this list and if I think of others then I feel that somewhere or other they are using me for their benefits or I am using them for my good.

In the mentioning of names somewhere I should be grateful to Sonal (choti ustad,my small bomb, my cute advisor, my frnd, meri behna), a girl who always give me timely and good advice and who will always be there for me that I know who were part of all the phases of my life may be its college time may be office time or may be vella sitting time:-)

In the end there were few names which are my very good friends(all from college) and this blog be worthy of their name from Amit to Preethi, Amit to Gaurav , Anand to Himanshu and last but not the least Ankur, Sujeet , Vivek, Prabhat, Puneet,Suraj and Raghu from all I learned atleast something good or bad things. And somewhere in my mind a name is revolving may be mentioning of her name is one of the most difficult thing for me in this blog but without the name of Ankita I really find this blog incomplete who taught me the lesson that if you express truly to someone then you will get kick on your ass from him/her.
With the happy note I should end this blog otherwise the starting lines that I wrote pen or paper will not stop you from writing but if I continue writing like this then surely they will say ab or nahi bas karo Ankur ji:-)

Try to be come soon with my new writing!!!!!
Till then bye byee alvidaa.. Me feeling sleepy now!!!!


Thanks for lot of your love and sweet memories!!!!!

P.S. Sorry friends if i had forget to mention your name but i tried to be truthful from my side.

Happy days!!!!!

Hi friends,


Today when i am started to write here, i thought its been a long lull therefore when today i had less work in office so came from office early and then it strikes in my mind that i have to write a blog as its a best way to express your thoughts..

More than a year ago i had started writing blog and in few days some imbroglio situation happened and then i used to express my feeling through this blog only but now a things are changed totally as all the things are striking correctly for me.

I am happy with my work or i can say i am enjoying my work spending lot of time in office and then after coming from office i just want one thing that is nice sleep otherwise in past when i have less or no work in office i was just sitting in front of this stupid gmail, orkut & facebook and wasting my precious time.

Now i understand that nothing is important than your career, other things are just secondary and they make you happy but they should not be priority in your life.


Anyways last one month i have got all the things i want and now just left with one more wish and if my that wish got fulfilled then i can consider myself as the luckiest person in the world just i dont know when my that lovely chance wiil come to my life but just i had my fingers that God will surely listen to my voice and i know my wish will surely be completed and if my wish become reality for me then i cant forget the contribution of so many people behind this from my parent to my siblings to my friends and some so called friends and a few more whose good wishes are always with you inspite of they talk to you or not!!!!!


In a happy note, i am saying bye bye and will try to write more as during writing of this blog i remembered so many person and so many incidents related to this blog and this make me smile:-)

Salute to Master Blaster!!!!!!

This article is dedicated to God of Cricket. What he had done today was just unforgettable. He was just immortal today and the way he was toying with the bowlers of SA just unexplainable, its very difficult for me or in other words its shame to describe these type of innings in few words.

Today its not about 401 or India won the match, its about 200* and still going on… its about Sachin, its about 6+4=10dulkar, its about Master of Cricket, its about God of Cricket, its about the man who is playing cricket from last 21 years with same passion, its about the man whom we loved from our inner core of the heart!!!!!!

Today Tendulkar has gone one step ahead, if someone say me to describe what do you mean by one step then maybe I too got in dilemma that What is this one step???? But as all the words have some sense this too have, and its about the one step he moved towards the spirituality. May be you people say Spirituality??? But if we will think then just imagine what a good feel factor he will felt when he will wake up next morning.
Indians expected so much from him and he always fulfilled all their expectations but people are so greedy that there expectation always increases, as now when he will take guard in next match people now start hoping that he again hit the double century, till now people expects him to make 100 in each match but from today the expectation level become double. What a genius he is!!!! And we have to be very glad that we are living in the same era where he is doing all this magic with his bat and making us pride that we have icon like him in our country.

When 24th Feb. started, for people it’s a general day but when the day got over its not remain the normal day but this date is in now history books and it will remain forever. And If you think broadly that where does the South Africans were wrong then you have to go a match before which was played on 21st Feb. in that match Sachin Tendulkar save the boundary in second last ball of the match and due to that India able to win the match. South Africans were not comfortable with that decision and they were thinking that this should be four and they started to put doubt on God’s integrity and for that doubt they have to pay in this match.

If people remembered or not, 22 years back i.e. on 24th Feb 1988, Sachin Tendulkar and Vinod Kambli had involved in the mammoth partnership of 664 runs and that was the first time people have heard about Sachin, 14 year guy. Now after 22 years all know what he is but to he again shows that there is no limit where he can be stopped till than he is playing and you always expect something different from Mr. Sachin Ramesh Tendulkar!!!!!!!


Just ending with this note that , Sachin always play like this and make all the Cricket lovers happy!!!!

Salute to this great Master:-)

Random!!!!!!

I thought of writing more blogs when i wrote my last blog but i am writing next blog after 35 days, when i started writing blogs I always used to think that writing anything is very easy but now when i start to write i found myself in very bad condition, i found that i dont have words which can i express here or through which i can make some good sentences..
N then my schedule also become little bit hectic, initially when i started writing these blogs i had one topic and i had lot of time so always in one or other way i used to connect my blogs with that topic but now its not like that.

Things are changed alot for me in last 3 to 4 months and the main thing i have started doing some work and sometimes it feel very good. One thing i have observed if u work for a whole day in a office and when you will come back to home you will feel so much fresh, a different type of energy level will be inside you:-)

And in a mean time my all the MBA exams got over, actually for one of the papers results had also came i.e. for XAT and in which i scored 82 percentile, i know i am expecting more than this but when i haven't study so i also don't deserve more than this.
i have to write so many things but just all these things are going inside my mind, and cant able to decorate those thoughts beautiful words, anyways will try to write more atleast once in a week!!!!!!

Happy New Year!!!!!!

Hello frnds...
Happy New Year... Hope that previous year make u so much happy n all ur wishes come true, n n if u have left with some wishes then in this year 2010 all ur remaining wishes will also come true...

As i wake up I thought what should i do, phn starts ringing makin me irritate thn i realise better express my feeling in my so- called blog which is become nearly inactive so make this blog again lively I have to write something n what better day than to start on 1st Jan 2010, so here i am with my new blog...
Yesterday nyt experience was awsome, in my 24 years of lyf i have seen first tym that ppl can become so mad that they start dancing on the roads due to that road got blocked, they are just dancing lyk crazy creatures. Some ppl then started geetin on the vehicles n thn they dance on the roof of trucks, this is really nonsense as they were doin there tryin to tease ppl mainly girls n i really dont lyk that , neways this is India and u have the right to do anything.

About me, myself danced alot, as usual i jus need a reason to dance thn my legs automatically started to shake so for me there was continuous 2 days of dancing, 30th in the office n 31st in the disc.

N hope so frnds ur 31st was also the same wit lot of masti n fun:-)..

Now start enjoyin twenty-ten, n try to do some tasks which u cant able to do in 2009, ss i have made resolution that atleast i have to do some things which i cant able to do in 2009, n hope u will also do the same..

have a nice year... Happy new year to you once again:-)
Cheers!!!!!