ahhh wat a change over mama!!!!

Sometimes you feel regret what you had done, same happening with me. Not want to do but it just happened. Cant able to control my anger.. During that moment of heat I just say whatever comes in my mind.. Later i realize that i should not have to say all those things but now i cant do anything.. Words are like bow when once it will come out of your mouth then you have to face consequence may be in a good or bad way.

I was in very bad mood then I started listening songs, and now I am in totally a different world.. Sometimes good music just change your state of mind. I love listening to some good songs.. I started with some random songs.. and then I started listening “Why this Kolaveri di??”.. and then the list goes on and after some moment I listened subah hone na de(Updated on FB).. at that time my mood was changing.. then I listened some more and then after some moment I started a song Aar mein kahoon from Lakshya and i felt so good during that time I started writing this blog.. and now feeling something different..  J

Still I don’t know till when I have to stay here.. Have to write my all the experiences and what I had done here but just waiting for the day when I will fly from here and one day before I will write all those bakwas and stupid moments which was saved on my laptop…

Time to make dinner.. and again listening to why this Kolaveri di!!!!!

P.S.- Title of this blog i am copying from few words of this song only..

Happy Days...

I can say this world is so small.. You never know where you are heading towards as there are lot of twists and turns as you find on the road but the difference is that on road you can see them and in life you can feel them..

A 5 months back i was having a dream to go Onsite.. and in 5 months i have got my return date to India.. and yeah its not that i dont want to stay here more as Onsite give us a lot of  knowledge plus money but somewhere i just feeling that 5 months are more than enough may be in future i will get more opportunities but just missing India.. These 4 months I spend was a good period for me.. learned lot of things and in that duration some friends become best friends and that i too dont know how it happened but it happened... :)

Now in a month i will be back to India, really when i used to think this, its give me happiness.. lot of things i have to do.. want to see lot of people.. yeah really lot of and some closed one too in that lot of peoples.. and thought of meeting to them make me excited.. ..

But other than that there is other part of life where i have to search for a new project, have to look where i have to take a room now in NCR.... These are things which make me feel bad and then i feel like that its better to be here and thats the moment where our mind swings.... and never able to take a rest at some position.. because when i am thinking of these negatives at that moment those positive moments start to coming in my mind and then i again lost in my dreamlands :)

And nautanki boy( this word surely going to make laugh 2-3 people) like me never know what to do... To feel good or bad but in the last i feel that i am more happy than sad!!!

And anyways i just read one blog today and that blog main theme was Love yourself. So according to me for loving yourself you need to be happy and i Love myself that i know.. so it means i am HAPPY!!!!!!!!

Random!!!!

Just noticed that a month before i wrote something, anyways a very usual month for me..

Enjoyed the deewali festival and rest of the month went in discussing and talking with friends that what to do next.

New project?? New company??? or something else?? Lot of things to be answered  and that too by me but still myself searching for the answers.. In my inner heart i know what will be my next step but may be still i am not sure about that and due to that i am feeling hesitate to share with anyone as person whom i can share are busy or may be dont have time for me :)

Still i say i have learned alot in this month and people say at each moment of your life, you learned something and just before i start writing this blog, i was talking to one of my friend and from my frnd's way of talk also i able to learn something and will try to change myself according to that.

Learned lot of things here technically but become expert in food making... Atleast onsite visit make a cook out of You!!!


Bye... Happy Deewali to all of you.. Keep Smiling!!!!