LIttle bit About myself....

Yesterday night i saw one dream and really i felt happy as well as sad, cos that dream was about what im doin or wat i hav to do???? Got totally confuse but also i realise that which position im standing is totallyf safe and may be fruitful for me after a month or 2 months but i know something good is waiting for me cos bad things or bad ppl are gng away frm my lyf n many new ppl r comin to my lyf which are more good than old ppl and wit many old ppl the bond of fnrdship become so stronger that i dont have words to say!!!!! And some are always standing next to me for helping or giving suggestion to me. But really now a days gotta very shorten for me , this 24 hours passes so fastly that i am started to think that y only 24 hours its should be 36 atleast i can do what i think to do in a day.

Till now my all blogs are related to frndship, love and hate but today i thought there should be something diff thn all that stuff... and of i will start something related to study thn other thn MATHS i dont think soi hav any other topics, really i lov this topic or this subject, in last 4 years my frnds always felt tat im so good in this and i hav also proved this thing and won 2 or 3 prizes and additionally i organised a quiz show in college related to maths, tats y i always want to do something related to maths but my bad luck im in software company and here there is no scope of this plus now i also realise that my maths is not remain as good which was used to be a year berofe, it just vanishes day by day so im thinkin to start studyin this subject again lil bit:-)

Anyways , today is fri ,weekend starts so its the tym of enjoyment!!!!!!

hav a happy weekend frnds!!!!!! Enjoy Love Aaj kal!!!!!!

Happy bday Bhai!!!!!!!!!!!!

So many years went but today i realise the gr8 mistakes i had done in my lyf n wanna say sorry to one of my closest frnd for all this.... Maybe i dont wanna do all these things intentionally n i never knew tat i im hurting him at tat tym but yesterday he made me realise how wrong i am? Sorry bhai!!!! i know you will never be angry on me and u always support me but i dont wanna loose an opportunity to say Sorry to u as on ur bday atleast u forgive me for my all mistakes and so im wishing u many many happy returns of the day.

!!!!!!HAPPY B'DAY ESHANT!!!!!!

Wat i say bout tis guy,a frnd who always supported without caring tat im wrong or right, talking to him was very spcl as there was so much jokes n comedy in our talks tat v always end our talkin wen pain starts in our stomach due to laughing.Really his talks are fabulous and atleast make me to laugh alot. His one quality is still unkown to me but yesterdy i get to know tat also.. very sweet n mischievous guy atleast in between frnds and know how to handle the situation but above tis he is a gr8 frnd!!!!

Really thinking tat he shld be here atleast on his bday(cos hum kisi ko mar pate n fir party bhi mil jati:-(.....) but dnt worry dude party we will surely take from u...

And till then enjoy ur bday wit ur new frnds n got ur bumps.. we will catch u soon at BBR or KOL..... chal many many happy returns of d day!!!!!!!

Fabulous July!!!!!!!

Over the past few months writing on this blog has been an excellent experience..it has given me a chance to route out my thoughts and processes...I have shared on this blog what I may not have in person with many people...and above all I have enjoyed each moment that I spent writing and reading this blog..(ofcourse I dont think those who read it have the same opinion and actually i dnt hav ne idea tat hw many r following my blog). But i am writing tis for my satisfaction so i dnt care if anybody is following or not.

I just try to make my frnds happy n for tat i can go up to any limit and i really feel bad wen they got angry on me and cant able to understand me as for me frnds r very valuable n sm frmds r so valuable tat u can't lose them at any cost. In my lyf i too gifted wit sm frnds of tat type n if they become angry on me then really i feel very bad n i jus say sorry to them for my mistakes i had done and due to tat if they feel hurted thn im apologise for that....

But this month is givin me lot of happiness n all the things r gng rite for me.. in last 15 days i hav got all things which i want.. Reallly its fabulous!!!!!!

and and Happy Bday to Mr Amit or Mr.007 a gr8 guy wit awsome qualities.. a true frnd which helps wen u need helps frm ur frnd most.. if i started to describe his qualities thn i wil find shortage of words.. a live-wire of our group.. always hav smile on his face n always try to make others happy by his stupidity.. Love is his main strength n he really hold tat love for years n stil holdin tat.. i really admire Amit for tat n wil always want to see happiness on his face.. wishin u very gr8 n cheerful bday!!!!!

bhai per hamari party reh gayi kuch nahi jab milenge ti tujhko lat n hum party le hi lenge...

til thn Cheers !! Cheers!! Cheers!!!!!!!!!

What is real??????

There r always many questions which remain unanswered. Today just im thinkin of the questions whose answers i want to know but nobody is ready to tell whats the exact truth is??? Why people hide themselves in the shed? Why they can't able to bring there real face infront of the world n always try to make some poker face? Is they try to hide frm d ppl or frm themselves??? cos nobody knows u better thn yourself, so if they r hidin there real face what they will get??? a lil happiness for some moments or may be lil recognition frm those ppl but in real wat they wil achieve???? Answer is straight and simple they will achieve nothing.. For the getting fame for tym being they r losin the opportunity of makin thmselves gud for whole lyf tats y i always try to bring wats actually inside me. As im nt tat type of person who jus for lil happiness or for makin himself good try to ruin other's image, i always jus try to say the exact truth n now its depend on the ppl how they take it!!!!!!
There r always two ppl inside a human being one is bad n other one is good n its totally depend on tat human being which quality he wants to show others.. As its prob wit human nature tat in a first sight u will make image of another person that he is good, he is bad or she had tis type of nature or bla-bla but we have ever think tat ppl r so diff frm there first impressions n tat u realise after so many days or months or may be in some cases after so many years as im realisin now what a real frnd is!!!!!! one more thing which concerns me alot what is love???
i havent got the answer of this ques, some months before i thought i hav idea tat wat is lov but now i realise tat im wrong as i always get diff ans frm diff ppl.. is really love exists between 2 ppl or jus nobody can remain single so they jus try to show tat they love each other... it means love is d other word of selfishness.. In my lyf i hav so many couples whom i think they love each other badly, they r jus made for each other but the final result was the same for all n that is "BREAK UP"??? Why it happens if they love each other??? N really sometimes i pissed off by thinkin bout all this stupid things.. n is love exist between two gud frnds may be same gender or opposite gender????yes it exists n really it exists here only.. dnt know bout two girls but between 2 boys n between a boy n gal, love exists if they r gud frnds n if there is nothin fishy between thm.. tats y i say frnds r dimaonds n rest r glitters which shines for a moment and after tat become a stone.... Today is a very special day or very bad day for me cos two years before i hav tld smthng spcl to a gal which was so spcl for me but in these 2 years all things went up....
time just flew away but these memories go like a marry-round!!!!! anyways tis is lyf n "isko to tumhe jeena hi padega chahe fir wo kaisi bhi ho"..............

fire again ignited!!!!!!!

Someone has said that when there was fire u just try to extinguish tat fire otherwise it will destroy the whole surroundings. Now same case happens between us or in other words, there was heavy fire on 11th of May and tat fire break down lot of relationships, many ppl get to know so many things but in a very different way, fire was started by me but thn i havent said to so many ppl, I am just listnin to all, one of my frnd ditched me and due to tat fire started n thn wat all were giving there suggestion, u are right, she is right , u have done wrong thing and may be u hav done the righ thing or i hav got tis suggestion also tat u hav done nothing, u hav to do more bad for tat gal but i jus listnin and i jus want to pacify tat fire and want to make myself free from tat probs... If i want i can able to realise so many ppl tat what they r thinkin bout me is totally wrong but i thought why i am givin xplanation to them n tats y i havent replied to ne mail n really i still wanna reply to one gal's mail whom i consider her as my sister but thn i thought may be she wil take in wrong sense so i just stopped myself n slowly slowly fire just went off.... per ye kya!!!!!
after a month or more thn tat someone is tryin to put kerosene in tat n wanna ignite tat fire n who was doin tat, the girl who is the reason behind this all craps n now she want to prove herself... i dont know to whom she wanna show tat she is nice, callin to my frnds and saying that i am right!!!! Ms. u r always rite prob is tat v r wrong n by mistake v started to treat u as a gud frnd n u started takin advantage of tat... n now u r tryin to ruin the image of ankit in front of us by taking his name n all.. wat u want???? I jus wanna end this n if u want tat it shld be strtd again, thn im ready but thn think of the consequences.... tats y i am endind all these things... n hope tat i will not listen frm my frnd's tat they hav got ne call.. Also ankit im saying sorry to u infront of all cos due to us u hav to feel so bad n i know u always take all the things on ur heart...
And one more thing to tat gal, concentrate on ur studies n njoi ur lyf!!!!!!!!!!
Finally v r happy wit our lyf n if smone was jealous wit thn u r always welcome to make it sad but nobody can make it sad, its my promise to u all.. As ankur is the name of that guy who doesnt show his anger but once he shows thn wat can happened, u all know tis this:-):-)