This year, I was forced to let go of so many things. Dreams, friends, expectations, hopes… It’s just the way it happened. Storms beyond my control surfaced and ripped the floor out from underneath my world. It was chaos and pain all toppled into a lot of insanity. Situations I never imagined I’d end up in happened and I learned faster than I ever thought I could who my best friends were not. But between those things I had also received lot of positive things which will remain treasure for my whole life.
I felt like I let go of not only all those things I mentioned above, but at some points I felt like I’d lost my mind. I definitely had moments where I felt like I’d lost my strength to go on but thankfully here I am. Thanks to some peoples, some of which don’t always get the credit they deserve. Some new ones that came into my life halfway through the year. Some which came and left – I guess they did their job for the brief period they were meant to.
However, one of the main things I’ve believed my entire life: If something is not in the plans for you, it is just not in the plans for you. Things will happen to draw you nearer where your soul is supposed to go so you can think in brisk manner that were your past actions required justifications?? And you were only the judge of those actions, so you can accuse or freed yourself from the sins as it is you only which will feel pride if you have taken right judgment for yourself.
Luckily, the main things I did not let go of where my ability to trust and love and my faith and my spirit. I held on to those for dear life. In fact, I swear I trust and love harder now than I ever did before. My faith on some people become stronger but alternately some people lost my trust. As something they had said to me who I never expected but that is the life and you have to bear all those things because these harsh words make you stronger and made you ready to fight for the upcoming mental battles.
Finally a year past and ready to welcome another year with lots of hope as my career will fly accordingly as the starting 2 weeks will suggest of a new year… Till then I have to say few lines which accomplish this year and upcoming year “The end of the year is an opportunity to reflect on what’s happened, and to send out reverberations for the year ahead”…
Hoping for the best.. And hope same happens for YOU!!!!!
